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Saturday, December 19, 2009 Time:2.01AM. Date:18Dec. Got my N level results today!! Freakin happy! It was totally unexpected! It never ever came across my wildest dreams! It seems too good to be true. When i saw my name on the screen i just couldn't help it but cry. I really cried my eyes out. I did not disappoint anyone. I made my parents, my family and my teachers proud. & I'll strive to do better for my O's. I promise! But i cant take all the credits for my results. Firstly, Thank you kakak for always being my inspiration. Even though you are always saying this and that about me, i know you are always behind me in whatever i do. You are the first person i called because you mean a whole lot to me! Your harsh words have pushed me on further. Thank you very very much kakak. I would never ever get this kind of results without your help! You helped me in POA and history and mostly all my subjects. You gave me tips here and there and always accompanying me late at night while i study. Thank you kak. I cant thank you enough. Love you always sis! :D Secondly, Thank you ibu and ayah for always supporting me and never losing hope in me. Thank you. Thirdly, Thank you to my dearest teachers! You guys have thought us well. Thank you for staying back late with us and always willing to teach. Thank you for being patient with us and never losing hope in us. Thank you for scolding and constantly reminding us of our N level. Those reprimands have pushed us much further. You teachers made me see hope in my future. I'll be a nobody without you teachers! Thank you very much. :D Last but never the least, Thank you my friends! You all have been constantly encouraging me and always supporting me. Thank you all for always pushing me forward to do better. You all have been my main source of motivation. You all have always understood me well and always helping me in every little thing i need help in. Lyza, thank you for constantly encouraging me to do well in my combined humans. You have always help me in that particular weakest subject of mine. You are always guiding me in history and never fail to give up on me even though i have multiple times given up on myself. Thank you so much Lyza! You got me a grade one for my combined humans! It helped me alot! I mean it. Thank you Lyza. & to the rest, don't think i forget about you. The usuals, you babes have been there for me through out 4yrs of our friendship! You babes have helped me in everything. You all encouraged me on and always cheering me up. Thank you girlfriends! & also not to forget, my dear classmates. I'll never forget the sweetest classmates of mine. You all have directly or indirectly helped me. Telling me that you all wanted to challenge me, pushed me on further. You all have been there to encourage me when I'm down. & always cheering me up. You all are the bunch of friends that never ever failed to make me laugh and smile. Going to school mean alot to me only because i get to meet all of you. Thank you guys! Love you lots! :D The results i receive today means alot to me than anyone ever know. My efforts are worth it all. My dreams of making the people i love proud came true. & that's all i ever wanted. Just that will make me smile. The reason i cried alot today was because i am very very very happy that i put smiles on the faces of my loved ones. My happiness can never be put in words. Once again, Thank you all!! :D Before i end, to those who didn't make it, there is still hope for you in the future. Don't ever give up. Strive again and again. I'm sure you're gonna do well in anything if you put your whole heart to it. Till Then. :] Thursday, December 17, 2009 Message to my dearest:
..... Farah: ..... ...... Aishah: Munirah:  I must say that you are truly the most kindest, most generous & most caring friend i ever meet. You are always the good influence to us. You are like a big sister. & i do respect you. Thank you for always pushing me to do my best especially in POA. & i mean it when i say that you are the one who mostly helped me in my studies. I wouldn't get good results if not for you. So thank you very much. & i apologise if i have ever hurt you in the past. Good Luck for tomorrow's results. May we meet again in Sec5! :D Lyza:  You are the most kind-hearted, most tolerance, most friendliest person i know of. You are always tolerating my nonsense and always being kind to every single soul around you. I really do admire your tolerance and how kind you can be towards people. I look up to you like a big sister and that's just not because you are older than me but because i admire your kindness towards others. & i do mean it when i say that. You may be leaving soon and i really am grateful to meet a good friend like you. I am really gonna miss you very much. & i thank you for always helping me in every way possible. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for helping me solve my problems. Even though i don't know you for that long, you are always helping me. So thank you very very very much. & i apologise for the times i hurt you. I know my jokes may be harsh at times. But i am sorry. Well, i hope to still see you in Singapore and in Sec5 of course. So Good Luck for the results tomorrow & i wish you all the best for the future ahead of you! :D Love the song and the band! :D N level Results is tomorrow!!! Wednesday, December 16, 2009 Open a fortune cookie on Facebook and it says: If you want the rainbow, you must to put up with the rain. ~ D. Parton True.True. Very true! :D Love it!: Time:2.05AM. Date:15Dec.  N level Results is just around the corner. Right now, i'm not thinking about my results but i'm thinking about my dear friends. Soon some of us will be seperated. I'm gonna miss the 4A2'09! The jokes, fun and laughters we shared will be cherished. I'm gonna miss you all! & espeacially Lyza. Just thinking about the fact that you are leaving us, is making my eyes tear up. I'm really gonna miss you!! I'm thinking now, IF and only if i make it to sec5, will my friends be there? People like Liyana, Lyza, Hamizah, KaiLing, Ahjon, Sadiq, Solihin, My usuals and many others. I really hope to see you all in sec5. But whatever the outcome may be on 18Dec, we must still stay in contact okay! See yall on 18Dec! Hopefully it will be good news to most of us.Till Then. Monday, December 14, 2009 Time:1.07AM. Date:13Dec. Tonight is a cloudy night. I cant even see a single star! :'( I just love the song: Sunday, December 13, 2009 Some may not know this but yesterday-12th, today-13th & tomorrow-14dec we can witness meteor showers or shooting stars in the sky. This one is called Geminids meteor shower. & from what I've researched, its one of the best sights. I've missed last night's one. & tonight I'll just try my luck to look out the window. You guys should try to catch this magnificent sight too. I missed the last night one coz i totally forgot about it. & when me and sis remembered just before we went to bed, we looked up the sky and even though we don't see any shooting stars, we did see many many beautiful stars. I guess its a lil weird coz from my bedroom window, we don't usually see many many stars in the night sky. I saw the three stars in a row. I forgot its name. But i know its part of a constellation. It was really beautiful. But still, i was disappointed coz i didn't get to see a shooting star. How i wish i can go out from night till morning to go star gazing. Mum and dad obviously don't allow. So i can just watch it from my bedroom window i guess. *sigh.sigh* I'll end it here for now. Till Then. :] Time:12.42AM. Date:12Dec. Hidir's 11th Birthday.    Love him lots!! :D Saturday, December 12, 2009 Watching numbnuts is really making me swear alot. Its a habit. F--ck. Shit. There it goes again. haha. But seriously it is making me swear alot.! Friday, December 11, 2009 My nails are now of this colour. I'm startin to like blue now. I dont know why. But PINK is for sure still my fave colour. Why isn't anyone tagging me on my tagboard? Have i lost my readers?? :( |
Elmo will always remind me of you! You are the cutest and most adorable friend! & you are very honest and very unique. I love how you just portray yourself as a cheerful and carefree girl. It makes people around you feel the same. You are always spreading the happy wave around. Nobody can ever put on a sad face in your presence. So i thank you for always cheering me up and always making me laugh. I would also apologise for any wrongdoings that I've done towards you. Good Luck to you on the results tomorrow! Hope to see you going up to sec5! :D